Kamis, 20 Desember 2007

Today.. I got hammered by a ridiculous reason..

Gosh.. Couldn't believe it.. Everyone I know is getting married, or already married.. It looks like those kinds of good news got me hammered.. I feel nausea.. Gak tau deh kenapa.. Iri? Feel pathetic? Heran? Wondering what's wrong with myself? Iya! Semuanya campur adukk jadi satu, mungkin itu yang bikin perut berasa very2 muless.. God! I'm so stupid.. Mungkin ini saatnya buat moved on.. Cari lelaki baru buat object of my affections.. Rasanya ada yang kurang di resolusiku taon ini.. Everything seemed not right and not in its right place. Apa yah? Truthfully, aku ga begitu mikirin tentang this whole damn matrimonial things, cuma.. kalo semua temen, sahabat & sanak sodara semuanya mikir it was the right thing to do and was the right thing that should be done.. kayaknya aku perlu mikir dua kali buat selalu mikir nanti2 tentang hal ini.. Marriage.. Gosh, it seemed so far away.. Kayaknya kata yang satu itu ada di negara antah berantah sementara aku masih tinggal di Indonesia.. Somebody save me!!

"When they pull you under
And I would give you anything you want
Well all I wanted
All my dreams have fallen down
Crawling around somebody save me
And two warm hands break right through me
Somebody save me
I don't care how you do it
Just stay
Stay
Come on
I've been waiting for you"
[Remy Zero - Save Me]

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