Today.. I need to decide something..

Seriously.. I just got confused over these opportunities that keep crawling over at me.. It's a good thing right? But it gives me a fright.. And that makes me confuse.. I think here's what I need to do: settle my heart and leave these doubts behind.. Whoaaa!!! Settle.. settle.. relax.. relax.. sit back.. sit back.. relax.. relax.. Okay.. It's going to be just fine.. just fine.. just fine.. Okay, it's working.. or at least it's working for now.. I think I need hypnotherapy.. Oh, gosh, I'm so nervous, my heart beats faster than usual, I might have a heart attack.. Obviously, there's no other way to eliminate this feelings other than face it. So, here's what I need to do: I need to go to Jakarta, face my fears about the interview and finish it. Okay, that's it. I guess I already got my answer..